SICK OF MYSELF (2023)

 

Written, Directed & Edited By Kristoffer Borgli

Cinematography: Benjamin Loeb 

Cast: Kristine Kujath Thorp, Elrik Sabther, Fanny Vaager, Sarah Francesca Braenne, Fredrik Sternberg Ditlev-Simonsen, Andrea Braein Hovig, Steinar Klouman Hallert, Ingrid Vollan 

Increasingly overshadowed by her boyfriend's recent rise to fame as a contemporary artist creating sculptures from stolen furniture, Signe hatches a vicious plan to reclaim her rightfully deserved attention within the milieu of Oslo's cultural elite.

This seems to be a film that was built more to disrupt shock and be a bit bad taste. And achieve its goal somewhat, but not as strongly, as it seems to aim. As it feels like at the last minute, he decided to smooth some of those sharp edges.

I’ll be honest, I expected more from this film. More of a satire, or just in general more of having something to say.

Now it works and shocks the audience and stays in a black comedy. By presenting us with characters who are thoroughly unlikable. Exposing their constant need for attention, where it almost becomes an addiction, even if it’s just sympathetic. 

Some of the story elements still feel just a bit hard to believe, especially the fact that her boyfriend, who rarely seems to care, would have stuck with her throughout her supposed ordeal. As even if he was just staying with her to see her face, the filmmakers should have illustrated that a little more strongly.

The film doesn’t feel so far-fetched, especially in today’s social media-obsessed climate. Even surprisingly, the main character seems to keep their celebrity or popularity, more local and amongst physical friends no dreams of bigger prospects in aspects, even though there is no clear plan, necessarily as to where this is going to go, or when it will end.

This film had a chance to either be a character study while exploring a kind of sickness that is happening in some people currently or it could have just done the latter, and this is just one case of that addiction. 

Instead, it spreads itself thin and tries to do both, but it’s on the way failing both ends of the story or only skimming the surface. As it ends up, not being as deep or probing, has one might help.

It’s not even bother some that the lead characters are unlikable, but throughout most of the characters in the film are unlikable, even the ones who are supposedly of a good character or a moral center. Most others just appear throughout. 

The film tries to build scenes into either shock or like it’s building to this great punchline that never quite happens. 

The best moments actually are the fantasy scenes that she has where she more or less reveals herself and her thoughts than anything we have seen or even heard about her. One also wishes there were more body horror scenes as the film can be gross, but not as much as some might think.

It’s definitely a found film checkout as there can be some discussions afterward, but it’s not as strong as you believe it will be.

Grade: C+